[U]free evening @ last... a lot of shit 2 do: housekeeping, manicure, pedicure, hairstyling, tanning salon, laundry, my new printer... fuck it! don't feel like doing this boring stuff. network connection sucks as well. friends r not around. what a pity! would love 2 go clubbing all night long with them. don't even have a person 2 get drunk and talk it up. i feel miserable in this kind of evenings.
he hasn't called me 4 a pretty long time already. i did all my best 2 contact: still no show. i got some crazy thoughts on my mind. my head is going around... fuck all the guys! not gonna humiliate myself. IT IS BETTER BE ALONE THAN WITH SOMEBODY WHO'S NOT WORTH IT. do u hear me: i'm not gonna call u anymore. that's it. go fuck yourself, maybe u'd feel better.
whatever. i'd better go to bed, get my laptop and read "statski sovetnik" by akunin.
o, shit! i was supposed 2 call my winy friend yana. now i definately know: life sucks 2-nite! :( [/U]